Perhaps?!

当你发现这一切的时候，或许，我已经走的很远了。
或许，我已经离开了。

NO VISITORS.

Sorry, I don't need any visitors in my life.
You don't need to "visit" my heart, because, there's no such thing in my dictionary.
Either "stay in", or never ever "enter".
Sorry, I really don't need you to become the visitors.

You'll never know until it happens...

Finally, I realized that, no matter how hard you've tried, you might still not be able to get what you want. Even though you never expected anything from anyone, but somehow, the feelings of disappointments do come to attack you. It's so depressing... And what made things worse is when you feel that, it's all because of you yourself! Everyone is blaming you for the things. And before that you kept telling yourself that everything will be fine when you've tried your best, but it's just different with what you've thought. You have never thought about the "reality" and "cruelty" in the world.

And a word for the one whom I always thought of, whom I always do my best for: DISAPPOINTED.

久了，也累了。

到底是多久了呢？
我也忘了。
只记得，很久，很久了。

你还记得吗？

我们有多久没有聊天了？
聊些生活中的琐碎事。
就像以前那样。

真的，很久了。

还不是一样？

不管有，
或没有，
你还是一样。

这次，我不再妥协了。

我累了。

 

I really missed the one using this phone.

总是一个人练习着一个人

是我变了吗？还是这个世界也变了呢？
我不晓得。

慢慢的，我发现，
我总是一个人练习这一个人。
没人懂得。
也没有晓得。

就这样，一个人，去练习着一个人。