Can you?

It was kinda funny for me to read an article about long distance relationship. Yeah, does it applicable on me?!
I tried not to think about it.
I tried not to say anything.
I tried not to disturb you.
But I can't.
There was a part in the article, which i really agreed on:
" Trust is very important in long distance relationship, and that makes the relationship beautiful..."
Yeah! I agreed! I USED to be very confident on it.
I trust you all the time.
But since the day you've decided to leave me, TRUST, seemed to be so far away from me.
And if TRUST doesn't exist in the relationship, what would it be?!
I trusted you, and until now, I'm still telling myself that I trust you. Yeah, in fact, I do believe in you.
But you've ruined everything.
Do you know that, it hurts me?!
You asked me : " Why you down so much?"
I'm not down... I'm feeling insecure..
Do you get what i'm trying to say here?
I still remember every words that you've told me before and now..
But you acted differently..
Which one should i believe to?
Can you tell me the truth?
Soon, I'll be a 23 year-old guy..
I really hope that, this year, I can get something from you...
I never asked anything from you, but this year, i hope i can get it from you...
A promise.
Can you do that for me?

Here is the article:

WHY DO YOU PREFER LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP?

They're stronger. They mean a lot more. Well to me that is, I mean think about it. Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship. If you can trust someone who lives hundreds of miles away, then that's beautiful. Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person, but you get to talk to them, hear them. Think about how amazing it's going to be when you finally get to meet them. And how perfect it's gonna be. You fight less. You laugh more. They're beautiful. And I respect anyone who is in one. They're hard, they're harder than a lot of things, but they're worth it in the end. Why let distance ruin your feelings for someone? Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change. I love long distance relationship for a lot of reasons. But mostly because they're beautiful.

We're beautiful. Do you know that?